I pretend I'm fine

Sometimes you have to test someone not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. Sometimes, you'll have to let them go not because you suddenly stopped caring about them, but to see if they care enough to come back.

I'll be okay. If that was what you wanted me to say.

Nuff' of the emotional issue I guess.. school's out in 2 days ! So can't wait for my bkk trip, well I'm gonna miss my friends for one freaking week ! Super looking forward to the mango rice, miz it miz it, of course the shopping ! But before all that, there's parents and teacher meeting tomorrow, am. so. friggin. dead.

But on a lighter note, there's be-yourself-day in school on Friday wooohoo, can make them stop saying that I look like a druggie with jet black hair!!!!! Annoying.

A reminder for myself, need. to. stop. shopping. and. start. studying.

N-O-W !

I miss you

Love, where art thou?

Our relationship has deteriorated till it has reached an extent where we're so used to quarrels and arguments now and then, and now, we can't seem to figure out what caused all these conflicts between us. We just keep on arguing over nothing, and then we compromise again. But, after which, we didn't treasure each other enough and even worse, we took each other for granted. It's like, you know I'll always be there but you're not showing that you cherish every thing I've done for you. And it's like, you're not grateful for all I know. When I first accepted you to be part of me, I know I was taking a huge risk. I was willing to do that, even if I know things won't work out as I've planned. You promised not to hurt me anymore, after that time when we broke up once. And do you even know that this is hurting me, even more? Seriously, I hope that when we meet again on Friday, things will get better. I'm sorry Hun.

Photobooth 4 life!

Were messing with photobooth in school for the past two days, haha awesome. Teachers have been mind-fucking us to study, but I guess it really worked. Cause I think I'll probably transform into a geek next week. All play no work, makes Jack a....fun boy, but stupid. Okay whatever, finals are like in 35 days and my bf is asking me to buck up already !!! So I must start studying, and prove it to him that his girl is not a loser4life, so my room is gonna be filled with post-its with maths and science formulas and literature notes and Imma bring study notes to Bangkok too !!!

Ahhh but actions speak louder than words, I. must. start. studying.
, and get specs done asap.

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you,
not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you.
It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

Para Vivr Y Amor

Ah Harrison, I miss you, O brother where art thou!
Darn, I miss sheeshaing with you and I miss all your nonsense whenever you're around! Everytime when I hear the songs that we used to dance to, I'd be reminded that I would not be able to see sucha good friend like you again. You better come back from NewYork asap, alright! Everyone's missing you like hell here.

Anyhow, I managed to survive 3 days without talking to my bf!! See, National Service trains girls to not be so dependent on their boys!

Sushi Maniacs

Liying and I were cheapskate people yesterday, we ended up eating sushi at Carrefour, awesome right ! Superb sushi for just less than 10 bucks, I love I love. Okay so anyhow, we felt unglam but cool cause tell me, who on earth would go to Carrefour for their sushi ONLY. Hehehe well, school's ending next week and 3 more weeks to my finals! The worse thing is, I'm flying off to Bangkok on 1 September. Ah shopping mood ruins studying mood, haha but nothing beats shopping 24/7 non-stop! Another thing is, I'm not able to see/contact my boyfriend for 1 week! Eternal damnation!!

Carpe Diem

Sooo Ive decided to blog on two sides, once again, like how I did last time.
But I suppose that I'd make a decision whether to blog here or at my livejournal soon,okay maybe sticking to blogger.

Anyway, Harrison left for America yesterday morning. The first friend of mine whose leaving the country to study abroad. We used to hang out late at night and just smoking our lives away, and remember those nights we spent partying like theres no tomorrow? Its a pity for him to leave the country but I hope he'll study hard there and make good use of his life! I just wanna wish him luck for his future endeavors and I'll be seeing you soon!

Oh well, just hope that I don't hafta blog about farewells again!