I kept sneezing today, must be the weather, or maybe it's you?
I miss you love.

Lara Stoneeeeee

Lara stone is sooooo awesome I can go on and on and on about how much I adore her. From her hair to her shoes, everything's woooohooo purrrfect. Damn, she's so skinny I wished I was her. Ok nevermind, but I could just go crazy looking at her photos and ugh I wish I could meet her. I totally dig her hair man, it looks so nicely teased!! My hair can NEVER be teased that way.. ok Ive not tried yet bt still godlicious hawt. I love Lara Stone!!11

Love,

It doesn't make the world go round,
It is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Lose my nerve

I feel so so so inferior.

You're not a make believe right?

Hai I realised I've got major issues. I can't seem to trust people easily, I get this feeling that everyone's lying and cheating in some way or another. Ok well some r white lies, they r fine. However, the worst thing is, I cannot seem to trust that particular person that keeps reassuring me that I should trust him and he'll not do things to hurt me. I reeeeally hope you r reading this, coz I really wanna trust you bt somehow, I can't. Really. I was hurt twice, I dont want to repeat th same old mistakes over and over again you know. Although you're telling me things I really wanna hear, I can't seem to believe those words, I FEEL THAT YOU R LYING.. How now brown cow? I am so sad god bless in the name of allah that I will learn to trust.

Realize

And the reason why I love bus rides home with best friend :

Yesterday was spent walking around Fareast with Jan, hunting for jobs. We found one @ this hair extensions shop, bt th pay's supaaar low which is sooo not worth it, damn it. Well, shopped around a bit and settled for KFC = FATX fullstop Ah waited for Chrix and lepak around town, then played Dare!!!! We had dares like, going into NUM and ask for Size 0 for a random slipper.. which resulted in the salesboy going O.O WHAT? His face was goddamn priceless, and I received a dare to stand beside this group of weird foreigners, and laugh along with them. Headed to Cityhall with Chrix after that, cigs to accompany us for an hour or so, headache kicked in after that..

"No one will get in the way of what I'm feeling"

I kinda luv my life naow bai fullstop

With that heavy feeling in my chest

{Edited}

Shouldn't even have posted that up! Okay I guess I'm a tad better bt nt that good, lucky you if you saw that post just now. Ugh ugh I need retail therapy..fucken god sake, I really feel like skipping school tomorrow. My dad just lectured me about romance.. bt he's less stricter, however that doesn't make me feel any better. Cause I'm confused.

Just crushed by the sweetest lips Ive ever tasted

Hush hush

Hai I m very sad and annoyed now, I shouldn't be feeling this way I really should not. I slammed my door when I reached home and burst out crying, I ran into the toilet, and tried to sort out my thinking. This is very very very sad, I will lose my sleep tonight, I definitely will...

If u r seeing this, please trust me, all my friends r very good in keeping secrets, they will neva evaaaaa tell anyone. I m sorry bout just now.. I dont feel good. Forgive me?

Everyone has a "best friend" during each stage of life-only a precious few have the same one.
-- Author Unknown

What's a wonderwall anyway?

My exams are over and done with, sweet. However, I can predict myself being a very bored kid soon, I will end up going to town to shop :( Bt lucky me,I fought my temptations of shopping like a whore yesterday! Christine and I scooted off to fareast when the others were watching a movie, hmm after that we went off to cityhall, and played the "oh-you-cannot-step-on-the-line" game, we were hopping like mad bunnies.. this guy had to give us the O.O look!!!1 Btw, I need a job I need a job I need a job I need a job. Please leave a comment if you know of any jobs! Thankq mwa mwa.

I'm going to meet my homiez later, I so can't wait!!!!