Strangers to lovers

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful." -A Walk To Remember

Haven't been updating this space for eons, hv lotsa things to blog about bt on the other hand, I dont know how to express the way that I'm feeling right now. Well, okay firstly, exams!!! The killer.. i swear. Everyday, I wake up at 6.15am to get to school, reach home by 1 latest, and go out again to study.. the cycle continues.. and when I reach home, I get all tired so I'll be fast asleep by 10.30pm. Ugh, this have to continue till next thurs, terror! Bt, I'll soon get back ALL of my freedom, sooooo, I guess it's okay!!!

Another thing, I've been spending sooo much online. !!

My relationships r screwed.. seriously screwed. Oh God, help me, SOS!

On the other handddd, I went mugging with Jan today. Did 6 fucking chapters of Physics, quite satisfied, ahh okay I was trying to say..must stop digressing, we took the ol' school neoprints! 3 freaking bucks only.. I remember it was like 8 bucks or so last time, wow! The neoprints are with Jan though, so weird so weird.. we actually took neoprints. Ahhh, will post up pictures pronto! very tired now.. :(

You've found somebody new

Someone told me he saw you and your new girl yesterday, it has been only what? 1 week since we broke up. You're sucha disappointment and I can't believe you're like this. Really, you've changed so much that I don't even think I know you anymore. Now I'm more than relieved we're finally over. Well, I just wanna say thank you cause you've made me a lot more stronger than I was before after all the heartaches.

Sooo , Chrissy came over yesterday to study together, but we ended up playing dress up again! ^^

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Please do not tell me this is more than just a crush.
Not right before my exams, and not after a break up.
Well, perhaps this is it !!!!!!

Ge3k Alert

Swear to be a geek.. at least till the end of the exams !

But, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail my combined sciences, was never good at that in the first place. I must pass my maths I must pass my maths I must pass my maths !!!!! I must get good grades and be a filial daughter.

Yeahhh.. okay fuck exams. I'm irritated.

Wasted

Well, I guess it's over now. There's no need to look back and think about what went wrong, I'm glad that I've let go of such a huge burden that had been bothering me for weeks. I guess.. goodbye's ain't that bad after all.

Okaywokay shall not talk about it already!

Yeah so yesterday I went to sheesha with Leyi, Peiqin, Tyson and Kokwai. Oh yeah, I miz miz miz sheesha! I picked up my bad habit yesterday again.. I'm so dead. Has been months and now, it's coming back again. Must. Stop. It... mm and we went to Tyson's place to drink! I can hardly remember what happened after the alcohol took over my body. Musn't embarrass myself by drinking too much again.. Weird thing is, I can't remember why my bolster ended up at my sofa instead of my room yesterday night after I got back home.

You know it's true

I feel that studying is like a fucking cycle. You study, you get your grades, you fail, you study again..and yeah you get me. Well, not everyone is like what I've mentioned, but I'm like that! Which is why studying alone, is draining up ALL my energy. I don't even have time for my friends, let alone, my boyfriend..

Damn. It.

Another major issue is that, I've some things to sort out. I cannot just let it be cause I know it won't work out like this. Why is it that someone's actually caring more about me than my boyfriend? Yes, I know some people out there must be thinking that I'm unfaithful and all. But just so you know, there's helluva lots of issues between me and my boyfriend. What is it like to know that you actually can go to someone who really trust and cares for you, or to have a boyfriend who isn't there for you always and his mentality is totally different from yours? Well I'm confused, afraid.. and.. everything. Cross my fingers, I really hope to solve this issue as soon as possible. :(

Slight reminder, 14 more days to EOY,
and I've to decide whether to get this biker jacket online at 80bucks... hurrr

I'm back !

I'm back from Bkk !!! Super lots of loots, and I'm v v v happy ! I luv Bangkok, tuktuk, night bazaars, flea markets, shopping mall, awesome food sums up to a very happy me ! I might be going to Guangzhou at the end of the year, more awesome stuffs ! Well, school's starting in 2 days time ! :( Anyways, went to have dinner with da boyfriend today, happy anniversary hun, love you long time ! Awesome catch up with him, heh! Met best friend today too, woah I missed everyone ! I'm gonna meet kittiekat tmr to study, have to motivate her! :) Pictures post tomorrow!