You know it's true

I feel that studying is like a fucking cycle. You study, you get your grades, you fail, you study again..and yeah you get me. Well, not everyone is like what I've mentioned, but I'm like that! Which is why studying alone, is draining up ALL my energy. I don't even have time for my friends, let alone, my boyfriend..

Damn. It.

Another major issue is that, I've some things to sort out. I cannot just let it be cause I know it won't work out like this. Why is it that someone's actually caring more about me than my boyfriend? Yes, I know some people out there must be thinking that I'm unfaithful and all. But just so you know, there's helluva lots of issues between me and my boyfriend. What is it like to know that you actually can go to someone who really trust and cares for you, or to have a boyfriend who isn't there for you always and his mentality is totally different from yours? Well I'm confused, afraid.. and.. everything. Cross my fingers, I really hope to solve this issue as soon as possible. :(

Slight reminder, 14 more days to EOY,
and I've to decide whether to get this biker jacket online at 80bucks... hurrr