Hv been really busy, will continue to be busy till Thurs!
However, every night I lie on my bed, no matter how busy I get, I'll think of how my friends are doing and how love is doing. At times, I wake up in the middle of the night, getting sooo frustrated with myself over nothing. And that sucks soooo bad. :(
So I grab a jacket and go to my stairs and have a fag, and I'll go back to sleep.
Cycle continues, till today. Sleepless nights, wild thoughts running through my head. At times, I wanna find someone to talk to, like my bestfriends or boyfriend, however, I don't wanna disturb them from their sleep :( Sigh
SHUYI YOU ARE SO DEAD YOU HAVE MILD DEPRESSION :( :( :(
I really don't wanna whine about things here, I just had to pen down these thoughts.
However, every night I lie on my bed, no matter how busy I get, I'll think of how my friends are doing and how love is doing. At times, I wake up in the middle of the night, getting sooo frustrated with myself over nothing. And that sucks soooo bad. :(
So I grab a jacket and go to my stairs and have a fag, and I'll go back to sleep.
Cycle continues, till today. Sleepless nights, wild thoughts running through my head. At times, I wanna find someone to talk to, like my bestfriends or boyfriend, however, I don't wanna disturb them from their sleep :( Sigh
SHUYI YOU ARE SO DEAD YOU HAVE MILD DEPRESSION :( :( :(
I really don't wanna whine about things here, I just had to pen down these thoughts.
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